I think something I’m going to have to live with is not being met with the same amount of value as the people that I find important to me. What I mean is the level of appreciation that I hold for them is very high. In my mind I place them on a very high pedestal of value. I would climb mountains and go through oceans to see them happy when it is in my ability. I think of them and my heart is happy they are here. I realized (especially on my birthday) that maybe our values aren’t the same. And the way I see others is not exactly the same they view me. I also realized I am not a partial giver it’s either all or nothing from me and that’s why I think I’ll just have to live with it because in my nature I overload and I don’t think I can change that.
Today I officially turned half a century young! Despite the bitter cold weather, today has been a very special 50th birthday. I got a chance to spend some quality answer spends some quality time with my momma, and I got a chance to rest....
I think something I’m going to have to live with is not being met with the same amount of value as the people that I find important to me. What I mean is the level of appreciation that I hold for them is very high. In my mind I place them on a very high pedestal of value. I would climb mountains and go through oceans to see them happy when it is in my ability. I think of them and my heart is happy they are here. I realized (especially on my birthday) that maybe our values aren’t the same. And the way I see others is not exactly the same they view me. I also realized I am not a partial giver it’s either all or nothing from me and that’s why I think I’ll just have to live with it because in my nature I overload and I don’t think I can change that.
my honest response to your concern. A person who isn’t mindful of this “bad” habit will never be mindful. if it happens once or twice then I could say you can close your eyes and breathe in and out.. BUT.. the issue of concern is that it seems...