Book Of Likes

This profoundly hit me when I was binge watching Yellowstone episodes last night. I had never thought of it that way. Hayden was so surrounded by love everyday for 11 days. The doctors and nurses would laugh and ask who was visiting today because they said they had never seen a baby get so many visitors on a daily basis. Maybe on the weekends or certain days but not daily. I am so thankful that my baby angel child was able to be surrounded by so much love. Here are the quotes on Yellowstone that touched my heart so deeply: "Both my parents are looking at him, taking turns holding him," Dutton says, referencing his parents holding his son. "And my father got white as a ghost, looked at my mother and said 'Peter lived a perfect life. All he saw of this planet was you, and all he knew was that you loved him.'" "That boy lived a perfect life, Monica," Dutton continues of Monica's late baby. "We're the only ones who know it was brief. All he knew was you. And that you loved him."

Had a little giggle to myself today, I have been thrifting for quite some time. I'm on a fixed income I thrift shopped even when I worked. I wanted to go to the local thrift shops for a look and my Mom decided to come along with me. It was a nice day to go (we walked) at the first thrift shop she found a book she wanted and then to her suprise a merino long sleeved t shirt tag on for $8 then numerous other bits and pieces, needless to say she became a convert, today we had a look at an thrift shop I brought a dress for my daughter a t-shirt for the little boy who is staying with us, and mom found pink cur glass bowls she loved so I brought them for.her for her birthday as well as another little dish I said to her. I felt guilty about a secondhand gift, she said to her it didn't matter that it was second hand, it will be new to her and it was brought with love and was thoughtful, what made me giggle was she got to the counter and said oh you brought the bowls darn it I laughed and told her to act surprised on her birthday I also got a new in the box Kitchen Aid mixer for only $40! #thrifting

I walked away from a conversation because the lady asked me to make eye contact with her. I’m over this ridiculous expectation that I make eye contact during conversations and the stupid assumption that I’m not paying attention just because my eyes aren’t locked into the eyes of the person I’m having a conversation with.

My friend told me yesterday that they could see a change in my energy when I talk to them and they can tell that I’m genuinely happier. I love it when people can see the change and give me positive feedback because I definitely feel it.

I lost the trust for may neighbors and friends out here on the street. To me everybody is contagious, and all because the stupid virus implanted that idea on my brain, this is so sick.